Ages since I wrote

Its been ages since I wrote. Wrote on this blog, wrote just for writing, wrote for the relief of it, wrote for the release or even for pleasure. I don’t really remember when last I did the latter. Others write. For all of these reasons. On blogs, on emails, on smses. Pas moi.

I don't know whether to my dismay or to my delight – I have realized, I am capable of doing some harm to myself. When I am in deep sleep. Deep stressed sleep in which I get nightmares. I manifests in scratches around my shoulders & neck. Then of course I spend my waking hours trying to figure out what to put on the wounds. They look positively ugly.

When life tosses lemons

They say, make lemonade.

I say, toss the damn life away man. And that is what I have been at. Since you ask. Thanks for your concern.

Strangely, everybody around me has been moving. Its like being the Midas touch for movement. So people have been switching jobs, moving continents, cities, houses. Almost like everyone spinning around. Around me. Making me dizzy.

So do I also get sucked into the whirlwind? When will that be? I guess that is exactly what this lemon tossing, idiotic, pointless, nonsensical, uselessgoodfornothing life needs. A good shake.