Ages since I wrote

Its been ages since I wrote. Wrote on this blog, wrote just for writing, wrote for the relief of it, wrote for the release or even for pleasure. I don’t really remember when last I did the latter. Others write. For all of these reasons. On blogs, on emails, on smses. Pas moi.

I don't know whether to my dismay or to my delight – I have realized, I am capable of doing some harm to myself. When I am in deep sleep. Deep stressed sleep in which I get nightmares. I manifests in scratches around my shoulders & neck. Then of course I spend my waking hours trying to figure out what to put on the wounds. They look positively ugly.