Sunday, July 12, 2009

Old guests come visiting

Ok, so. My new home, where I was able to sleep 8 hours a day for about 40 days has been visited by old demons. So that's it. In the last 4 days, I slept for about 2 nights' worth sleep. One night because I was out of the city, for work. Why did you come? Why can't you leave me alone? Go chase someone else... just leave me alone. I was happy leading my life... And then it all comes back to me. All of it. Every single bit of it. Not a single detail left out. Why? Somebody just get me some sleeping pills, so I just don't wake up. no matter what. No matter how hard the phone rings. No matter what happens.