Why so serious?

SO then, Gloom & Doom (very much like our Rahu & Ketu) have returned to the life. And likely to stay for a while. Why fret... I get asked, when you saw it coming all along?

You see, it is like a report card... you knew you were going to fail in the papers when you sat and stared blankly at the walls at the time of the exam, but it really hits you when the report card actually comes home. Thats when it is stamped, made official: you have failed. Until then, you enjoyed your summer holidays, went on picnics - you did not forget that you were failing at that time.

So it's like, I wake up in the morning and tell myself, it's over. Like really really over. There is no more any running left to do. Just hand myself over to the inevitable. It has been delayed already.